In one of his letters in the Bible, Paul wrote something like, “It´s not that I´ve already gotten to the place where I am the person God wants me to be…but instead I reach forward toward the price to win the prize for which God is calling me to win.” (I know, it is a veryloose translation, but the idea´s there, I think.) Anyway, those words came to mind this morning as I was doing my devotions and thinking about yesterday. There is still so much to learn.
Yesterday? Oh, yeah. There was another knock at the gate. Standing there was a young man whom we´d helped out before with some clothes and some food. He was from a town about halfway between here and the beach, had been on drugs, wanted to go home, mom said “no” until he got cleaned up, he went to a halfway house for a short time, told us he was working at a construction site around the corner, etc., etc. He is 26 years old, speaks decent English, and seems to have lot´s of potential. When we first met him he really wanted to get home, so Todd and I offered to take him to the bus station, pay the driver, and get him home. He was open to the idea, but when he came back, said he´d called his mom and she refused to let him back in the house. Okay. He got some food and a change of clothes that I don´t wear.
Yesterday he was really sad and wanted to go home. Okay, I said, I´ll take you to the bus station. No problem. Together we rode one of the city busses to downtown San José, and then walked about five blocks to the big bus station (called Coca Cola because there used to be a bottling company there). The bus he wanted was just getting loaded. He asked for a soda, so I got him one, and then we stood in line. As the line grew short, I handed him the money for the driver, and stood back to watch what would happen.
I watched him get on.
I watched him pay the driver.
Watched him move to the back of the bus.
Watched him sit down in a seat. (He waved at me, and I moved from where I was standing to a bench nearby.)
Watched the bus closed it´s doors.
Watched the bus leave it´s parking place.
Okay, good, I thought (notice a bit of foreshadowing here?), he´s on his way home. I´d heard of people scalping their tickets at the bus station when people have helped them like this. I beat that system. This guy´s not going to cheat me…
Then I watched the bus stop.
I watched him get up and move to the front of the bus.
Watched him talk to the drive.
Watched him get his my money back.
Watched the doors open.
And I watched him walk off and disappear into the crowds.
I tried to follow, but there were too many people. The city is too big. I couldn´t catch him.
Okay, maybe the verse doesn´t connect with the story very well. I guess, I thought about it because there is so much to learn. There is a lot about people I don´t understand. A lot of things I can´t comprehend.
Thanks for who you are and for all you do.
Be a blessing in all you do.